Return to the Pink RoomI could not pull over fast enough. The rental car’s tires crunched to a halt at the Southpoint shopping area. I quickly threw the…Continue Reading →
Roll With ItIt is going to take some time for my feet to touch the ground. I am back at treatment, but not in that way. …Continue Reading →
Six HoursCHRISTMAS DAY•2010 9:45am The day had finally arrived. As the bright red rental car pulled into the house’s long driveway, I darted out of…Continue Reading →
12.14.10Two years. How does that happen? It feels like yesterday. To me, it still was just yesterday. December 14, 2010 The day I entered…Continue Reading →
Magic Pill: Take As DirectedWhy did I recover? What made me so special over others who continue to struggle with their eating disorders? How did I keep on…Continue Reading →
Forever a Rocketchix.Throughout my life I have let exterior things define me. Whether it was appearance, grades, sorority, jobs or sports, I relied on something else…Continue Reading →
Sunday Love.I used to hate Sundays…I mean despise them. Sundays were tortured, lonely days…just me and my eating disorder. Because my weeks were spent in…Continue Reading →
Second Letter to ED: NBD No More.This letter was written approximately one year after the first letter I wrote to my eating disorder (Letter to Ed). It is interesting to…Continue Reading →
Haunted.Life in recovery is anything but easy. Sure, my life is 10,000 times better than what it once was, but to be perfectly honest…Continue Reading →
FAITH.Faith: something I lost to my eating disorder, but I don’t think I realized I lost it until I had it back. One of…Continue Reading →